Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Christmas Blessings

Santa stopped by our house (I'm serious, he did) and asked me what I wanted for Christmas. I had nothing to say. It felt great :)






Monday, December 22, 2008

simplification

As much as I can talk about simplifying, when it comes down to it, its hard. Very hard.

I went from a 1 bedroom apartment, to 1 room. And I'm not even in my room yet. I gave away a lot of furniture, and my kitty cat. I am really excited to be living with Melissa, though.

It's hard to go back to being with roomies....
...but definitely a blessing. Everything I prayed for came into works. My move was smooth, my situation, fortunate. I have great friends who were able to help me tremendously.

AND, I am way more fortunate than a majority of the world. I know this, but its still hard to let go of acquired comforts :)

However,
Guam (my next step) is going to be challenging- in the sense that I am literally going out there with nothing, and everything else is getting packed for years. So, when I think of the simplifying I'm doing now, its nothing compared to whats to come.



Keep praying for me, my sanity, my relationships, and my work for God.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

let it snow let it snow let it snoooow

My friend Ania picked Haley and me up last night about 11:30 p.m. By midnight we were playing in the snow, in RIVERSIDE- the C Mountain! I had so much fun- more pics to come from Ania's camera!










Friday, December 5, 2008

model

One of the perks of having a sister at Brooks Institute of Photography, is that I get to be her model. It hasn't been glamorous so far, as she is just doing technical drills- but its fun, nonetheless. The cool thing is- I've been loosing weight and toning up as she progresses, so when it comes time for the art/fashion shots, I'll be able to really get into it. Today we're doing shots of me at work, and I happen to teach yoga (at a private school 4 days a week!)- so, we'll be getting pictures of me doing yoga. I wish I had photography skills, but, my artistic ability comes in elsewhere. As for today, I'll be doing yoga in Santa Barbara- which is exactly how I'd want to spend my Friday morning!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

very cool things

A few cool things have happened lately, and some not so cool things. Lets do the not so cool first-

Ahem- well- you know, if you have ever had a root canal, that its not that bad. Right? I mean, the pain leading up to one is horrible but after the root canal, you're fine, right? Well, I forgot about a few things- like, the trauma your gums go through from having the dental dam locked over your tooth. Also, the shots to the jaw are probably one of the most uncomfortable things I have ever had to experience (and obviously, I blocked them out of my mind-).

Yesterday, I went in to the dentist for a tooth ache. I was immediately send over to my root canal-ologist who re-root canaled my tooth. So, you CAN get a root canal done twice! Who would have thought? Tiny air bubbles. OUCH! Best part- because of the medicine they put in my tooth, I won't have my permanent filling until next Tuesday. All I want to do is bite into something delicious, but I'm stuck with mush (good mush, nonetheless).

Something good happened here- my dentist didn't charge me for the second root canal. All fault aside, I still walked out with free treatment. They charged my insurance 900 though, but my almost 400 portion was waived. Sweet!

Later that night, my registration tags were found in my mailbox. I thought I would have to go to the DMV and pay off a parking ticket before getting those babies, but- nope- they mailed them to me. December 1st was my first day of expired registration.

Cool thing #3- My linguistics teacher, aka the devil, waived a project due to lack of time.

Cool things # 4&5- I had it on my heart to get two new lightbulbs, to replace some that are out, and never actually picked them up. I received a pack of 2 from the utilities company this past week. Also, I really needed a hot tea travel mug, but didn't want to spend a lot on it. A few weeks ago, when I was in the Sandals office, Kim gave me a new mug that was a sample product.

Cool thing #6- I have been praying about my roommate situation, since I need to move out to save a lot of $$ and not get another job before my trip to Guam. I had some things in the works but they weren't exactly what I knew I needed. Then, Melissa offered me a place in her house at a price that I would not have to work to be able to pay rent. Is that a run on sentence? I think so. Oh well, its freakin' awesome!

All I have to say is- God answers prayers in some funky ways, and because of all these little things, I am constantly aware of His presence. God takes care of me.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

the enemy

I've already told this story a few times, but I think its hilarious- so here ya go:

Tuesday night, I was sitting on the edge of my tub shaving my legs. Once I was finished, I got up to turn on the water. Pulling back the shower curtain, I was startled by a BIG FAT ROACH. It's been raining in my area, and the bugs are probably trying to figure out what to do with themselves, and this roach the length of a credit card (my friend Todd says, Jen, 3 inches is the size of a credit card! Are you sure it was 3 inches? Yes, Todd, it was) is hanging out on my wall. This means, he was there the entire time I was shaving my legs- hovering above me. GROSS! Anyway, I shut off the water and jump out of the shower. I'm half covered in shaving cream and I had to cover up (why? I live by myself, I don't know-).

I ran out of the bathroom and started scanning my bookshelf. I was not going to let this roach get away and run loose in my place. I had no one else to do it for me, and I certainly wasn't getting the cat involved. Anyway, looking at my books, I can't figure out which one I would part with. Anything touching the roach would be destroyed shortly thereafter. I couldn't choose a book, so I moved to magazines. Nope, too flimsy. Then, I turned to see my pile of Press Enterprises. I knew my subscription was good for something! I rolled one up and went to my kitchen for more supplies. I needed a shield, just in case. I picked up the dust pan and made my way to the bathroom.

I look at the wall, no roach. I pull back the curtain- no roach. Pulled it back more, and there it was- repositioning itself. I was praying the roach would walk closer to over the tub so it would fall that way and not around the toilet. God heard me, and the roach started to move. I took the newspaper, whacked the ginormous bug, and ran out. I grabbed a plastic Target bag and came back in for the sweep. There it was- dead on the bottom of my tub. I take the newspaper and scoot it into the bag.

It started RUNNING AROUND!! Whack I hit it again. Second attempt at the scoop, and again, it started running in circles. Whack whack whack. Dead? No. Of course not. I get it, now, what they say about roaches. I wasn't about to clean up bug guts, so I knocked it silly until I was able to scoop it into the bag. I gave it another swat for good measure, tossed in the newspaper, and tied the bag. I ran it to my front porch and threw it near the rest of my trash bags I was about to take out.

Roaches, being the peculiar indestructible creatures they are, had me freaked out for the rest of the night. I pictured opening the front door to see the roach staring me down, as if it was out for revenge. Or at least just a good talk about the wrong I had done. But that didn't happen- and I'll just be on my toes for the duration of my stay in that apartment.

Thanksgiving Shennanigans

Only during a road trip is it ever acceptable to eat Mc Donald's twice in one day, let alone at all-
My sister, Essie, and I, left Santa Barbara early this morning after hitting the snooze button for a half hour. I arrived in Santa Barbara late last night, played some Facebook games, and went to bed. When 6 a.m. arrived, I was not moving. Come 7, however, we were on our way.

Mc Donald's stop 1: Sausage and cheese biscuit.

snack: half a box (3 bars) of Nature's Valley "sweet and salty" Peanut granola bars.

Gas stop- oh look! A Mc Donald's is across the street. Let's get some yogurt and water. Ten minutes later, my sister comes back with a yogurt parfait and apple pie, for each of us. Hmm- not even noon yet and I reached calorie capacity.

On our trip, we were listening to various radio stations and talk programs. The Christian gospel stations were on the low dial, and the country was on the high dial. I swear, there must have been six or seven of each. We stumbled upon a program that was telling the story of Thanksgiving. Apparently, the Indians had British accents. Also, did you know Thanksgiving was started by a pilgrim asking an Indian (after the pilgrim killed the Indian's family and took over all the land) of he knew about our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Ok, now, I am all about some good Christian stories, but I believe that Thanksgiving did not happen that way. There is no way that's possible. The pilgrims needed the Indians so they wouldn't die through another winter, and the Indians needed the pilgrims to stop infringing on their land. The real Thanksgiving must have been bad ass.

Then, the station cut out. Back to country music.

We arrived at our Dad's around 1:15, and were greeted by an array of appetizers. Veggies and feta dill dip, salami rolled with peppercinis and cream cheese, black olives, and shrimp. I think I ate half of the apps. My step mom started cutting up homemade pumpkin bread and a pumpkin cream cheese roll (may I mention that she made a few loafs and rolls for each of us to take home??) Anyway, I ate about 500 cal in breads. Then, I took a good long nap before dinner.



Dinner- was awesome as always. Whatever my dad cooks is amazing. I remember the time when he made a full course meal before Steph and I left for Thailand: tri tip steak, mashed potatoes, broccoli, bread, dessert of some sort... and let me just say that's not the best thing to eat before 20 hours of travel time. Yes, I'm now experiencing that same uncomfortable sensation of eating just a little too much all day long.

Here we are. Watching James Bond, whichever one came out in 2006. My dad knew he didn't see this one because it came out in 2006. I think he stopped going out to movies and renting them way back when I was in high school. I'm not even paying attention at this point- just waiting for the turkey coma to kick in.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Home!

I am home from Utah and have an amazing week ahead of me. I am enjoying my morning after an early (6:30) hike and walk up Mt. Rubideaux with my friend Jessa. It was great to be up and out! I didn't really cough at all during my time out which was awesome since it means I'm probably getting better. I am enjoying the rest of my morning with some hot green tea and time to catch up on my blogs. My sister has a great blog that you can find on my page. Also, Post Secret is cool, and I love reading Angie's and April's blogs. When Melissa blogs I read those too :)

The living situation might be working out nicely, though I would be letting some people down. I will give you more updates by Tuesday or so.


Utah was great- I'll throw some pictures in of my trip. We went to Olympic Park, Salt Lake City, the Great Salt Lake, and a Coldplay concert. I like Colorado better (my mom asked my preference) but I'd go back to Utah any day. Too bad I don't ski or like snow, other than that, I had a great time!


Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Park City, Utah

I am leaving for Park City, Utah, tomorrow afternoon. More to come-!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

rant and pet peeves

-I hate when I tell people what my job is and they look me up and down. Like, I'm competition or a threat because of my credible physique and flexibility (right? no)Flexible, yes, physique-NO. Its getting there but its no indicator of my job.

-Freeways, enough said.

-Spiritual attack coming in the form of "answered prayers-" Yes, I prayed for that! But that's the devil- so, what to do...?

-People with weak handshakes, whats up people!

-Being in an environment that is like high school, who needs to compete at this age?

-I am leaving in ten or so months, and since that announcement, people have already started to push me away. Like- I'm not worth the long term friendship-based investment?

-Having to try to fit into a group that should be accepting by nature.

-Miscommunication on any end.

-Not being able to spend the time I want with my family and friends, near and far-

-Me slacking on school work-ah--

-Hitting the diet plateau!

-Cravings of chocolate and ice cream mmmm :)

-That feeling of loosing someone, or something, or, control.



I'm sure there's more I need to get off my chest, but I will see. I try not to complain too much but every once and a while, like a good cry, its necessary. Also, its a full moon. Could that be reason for the funk?

Monday, November 10, 2008

Essie's and my trip around LA



I had a great time with my sis last weekend in Hollywood, and then at the Greek Theatre to see Jason Mraz! It was awesome- I love hanging with her! Here's 2 pics- the Waffle, and a car wash in Santa Barbara (when I took her home)

Saturday, November 8, 2008

I serve an AMAZING God

"You said, ask and you will receive whatever you need.
You said, pray and I'll hear from heaven and I'll heal your land
You said, Your glory will fill the earth, like water the seas
You said, lift up your eyes. The harvest is here, the Kingdom is near

You said, ask and I'll give the nations to You
O Lord, that's the CRY of my heart
Distant Shores and the islands will see
Your Light as it rises on us"



(we're in Sedona right now, I'll be posting pictures soon :)

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

some things to think about, and maybe you have answers!

Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are going dead?

Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough money?

Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet?

Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection?

Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?

Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him?

Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?

Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'lisp'?

If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes?

Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white?

Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale?

Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?

Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then reach down, pick it up, examine it, then put it down to give the vacuum one more chance?

Why is it that no plastic bag will open from the end on your first try?

How do those dead bugs get into those enclosed light fixtures?

Why is it that whenever you attempt to catch something that's falling off the table you always manage to knock something else over?

In winter why do we try to keep the house as warm as it was in summer when we complained about the heat?

How come you never hear father-in-law jokes? *



*b/c father-in-laws are wise and keep their mouths shut :)

Sushi and Spam



My theory is the same for sushi and spam. If you say you don't like it, you probably never had it! (or, you haven't had it done right- come talk to me)
My dad tried sushi for the first time the other night, and loved it. We made it :) And, in honor of all the Guam stuff, he fried up some "spam fingers". Talk about some appetizers! (We don't even know what they eat on Guam, spam was a guess)

Saturday, October 25, 2008

in honor of . . .

. . .me moving to Guam...my Dad is making fried SPAM tonight. Yum! If you ever had Spam cooked a good way, you'd like it too!

Anyway, I am going to Guam! August 2009. I can't wait. And the best part is--- my family is so supportive! My dad and sis are helping me store stuff while I'm gone, and my mom is behind me 100%. Now I just have to see what Sandals thinks, because I'd love to be their missionary. I believe I will be there for 2 years, at least. I CAN'T WAIT!

Monday, October 20, 2008

ugh!

So, this afternoon- I was driving slowly through the cal state parking lot when this lady pulls out and hits me- the side of my car! I got out and asked if she was ok, and she was like.."yeah, why? I didn't hit you!"

RIGHT?

So, I showed her the dent she created in the side of my car, and the blue paint on her white brand new Mercedes. I was like, "actually, you did- you didn't feel it? I did- look..." and she was flustered- but I tried to be nice about it. The only thing is, I'm most likely getting stuck with this, seeing as its a parking lot.

Could she have at least looked? Her reverse lights weren't on when I was slowly passing her...and I understand how a car could be overlooked, but what if I was a pedestrian? Ugh, I'm kinda frustrated now that I think about it. She totally believes that she didn't hit me.

amen!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

windy days

Today is a windy day- so was yesterday. Maybe tomorrow will be windy, and I will get to stay home from class an extra day. That means, an extra day on focusing on myself, my work out, my studies, and my personal time (maybe even napping time).

I am at a coffee shop resisting a pumpkin muffin. The tea is too hot to drink, and I have a meeting soon. The freeway is on fire near my school. Tree branches are blown everywhere. My cat is cold and staying under the blankets at home. I know its kind of bad, but... I am praying for another windy day....

Friday, October 10, 2008

Guam

I need prayer. I have a meeting with Dave Owen in a few weeks to discuss Guam stuff, like, if I am the right person to go- where I'll be working- what Island I'll be on (it won't be Guam, I'm pretty sure), and what all needs to happen with this.

I also need to decide what I want to do financially- I need to get another job and if I'm lucky, keep my one bedroom apartment, or, move in with friends to save $$. UGh. Anyone have a night job for me, or weekend job, or babysitting, or spare room, let me know- if not, just pray please!

Saturday, October 4, 2008

winter blues

This morning, fall and winter (as they are one season in s. cal) happened. I woke up early, unable to sleep, and looked out the window. I brushed up against it and felt a chill. The parking lot of my building was dark and wet, and it was only 7 a.m.

The day is promising rain, and I half expected the lot to be flooded (rain, what's that!) in anticipation of this new season.

Dark and wet was fine with me.


I dragged myself to the bathroom where I popped some allergy medicine and irrigated my sinuses. Actually, since I did that last night, I could breathe this morning. But- this is my winter habit- so I did it again.

I then brought laundry into my closet to put away and noticed my winter boots. I thought they would be nice to wear to my climbing session this morning. Wait, I can't climb in those! They'd look so cute with my jeans and new sweatshirt and fall bag though!

Ugh- ok- maybe flip flops, or vans, for another day or so.

My tea pot is going-

iTunes has picked out some depressing Irish folk music and Tori Amos (seriously, winter depression?)

I have a strange craving for hot cocoa, and an ever stranger craving for nothing else. Maybe soup, but other than that- no food is coming into my system.



Are we that closely related to a brown bear, or even a house cat? I notice that the winter brings my cat to eat less, shed less, and cuddle with me more. Whether its our simple need for body heat, comfort in an uncomfortable season, or to just use our fat storage, I can clearly see winter patterns. I have been praying for this all summer, yet, a short wave of depression came over me this morning upon finally receiving.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

finally writing!

I wrote nine pages tonight- that's nine pages toward about 20, or so, which, typed, should be back at about nine (ok maybe 13ish)- of my Thailand story. I am putting some twists on it, but overall- its looking pretty good. My friend Alison and I got together at a coffee shop and started our writing. After so long- my shoulder started to cramp and I started to write off the lines. The disadvantage of not doing it on my computer: I have to re-write (type) it. The advantages: an extra chance to do edits, and, unless I don't have to worry about the file crashing.


We were discussing time management, and my days are starting to become consumed with reading and writing. Wait, isn't this how I wanted it?

Sunday, September 28, 2008

The Shack




A good friend let me borrow this- and it was a spiritual battle to finish this book. Everything got in the way, but I finally sat down and got through it. I am so glad I did. Many people are giving harsh reviews, and I have no idea why. Here's one of my reader responses. I highly recommend this to everyone- especially those struggling to see God's love for them.

"This story is an amazing example of God's love for US, His children- those who are criticizing probably don't understand the love God has for them- Christian or not. This is not a book of Theology, and it CLEARLY states that each person has their own story with God- hence, there not being wrath and extreme judgment here. That may be someone else's story. The Shack is an amazing story of the love we feel so unworthy to receive and how God does not cause the harm in this world."

Monday, September 22, 2008

Global Mala and the SB zoo

Isn't he cute? The zoo was awesome :) This was Esther's favorite animal.
















Global Mala was amazing- and empowering

Saturday, September 20, 2008

something for everyone

http://www.tastymeatloafrecipes.com/

really?
OK

props to my sis for finding this- we were debating the time and temp of a meatloaf- I forgot to throw in ketchup or worcestershire (pronounced wooster-shire, trust me) sauce.


My pref. recipe site comes from Faisal's recommendation- Simply Recipes


We are having meatloaf, ratatouille, and homemade strawberry sorbet with cool whip. MMMMMmmmm. Gotta love hangin' with the fam!

Friday, September 19, 2008

excitement

I cannot wait to finish out the rest of 2008.

So far:

This weekend, Santa Barbara (Zoo, Farmers Market, etc) We are planning on feeding farm animals, lorikeets, and giraffes at the zoo- and buying fresh strawberries at the farmers market. I brought my ice cream maker so we can make strawberry sorbet.

Sunday Sept. 21 is Global Mala in LA. A one day yoga conference/project/practice/presentation ETC. Yay!

Between Sept and Oct I will sign up for yoga teacher training, finally.


October 26th is my Dad's bday, so the sis and I are planning a trip up to Sacramento area for that weekend.


November 22, I am seeing Coldplay in Park City Utah with my friend Pitu who moved there recently from So Cal but is originally from Brasil (that's how Brasilians spell it, k?) We are hanging from Thurs-Sunday and doing Utah-ish stuff like snowboarding or hiking. And- apparently there's a great club for Thursday night.


December 6th, around there, Steph and I will be in Costa Rica.


So much excitement I can't wait! With all this going on- I promised myself I would be on a debt diet so I don't go into debt with my travels. This means great things for me- please pray I stay strong on my debt diet, my friend skills, my relationships in general, and my personal diet which is still HUGE in my life.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

God, tithing, faith, and banking

This is long but kind of a cool story- so check it out if you have time



I have been so broke this month (in part of my own poor financial decisions) yet, I tithe to my church regardless- knowing that rich or poor I will be taken care of- even when I am broke.

I have this overwhelming feeling of comfort , when it came to my money, that things would really work out for me -and God would take care of me no matter what. (Its taken me years to come to where I am now with my relationship with God, so I don't expect a lot of you to really understand- but He never ceases to surprise me and protect me. Anyway, here's what happened):


I made four purchases over the last few days- for little things like fro yo, detergent, and lunch, on my B of A check card. Then, late yesterday evening, I spent ten bucks at Target and got 30 cash back- believing that I had exactly that amount in my account. Turns out- I didn't- and the way BofA puts transactions through while pending is greatest to smallest. Therefore- while I had 25 in the bank, my 40 dollar transaction went through first, then all of my little transactions equaling 20 were now overdrafts. AHEM. I wrote them a little email stating this issue and asking if they could reverse the order of items to the way I spent my money, with the target one being the only one to accrue an overdraft fee.

Now banks typically say something along the lines of "screw you- its not our fault- learn how to manage your money"- including B of A. In fact, they have never helped me out on any banking issue I had. This time, I received this letter:




Dear Jennifer L. Rydzik,

Thank you for your inquiry dated 9/13/08 regarding the overdraft fees.
We will be happy to assist you.

We understand your concerns with the way items were presented to your
account for processing and apologize for any inconvenience this has
caused.

During nightly processing, we process all credits before we present any
debits to the account. All debits are then processed from the highest
dollar amount to the lowest dollar amount, according to the transaction
type, even if they create a negative balance.

Based on our experience, we believe that many customers prefer that we
place priority on their largest transactions when the balance in their
account cannot cover all their transactions. This may enable us to pay
more important items, such as mortgage or car payments. We once again
apologize for the inconvenience this may have caused to you.

We also understand your concerns about the overdraft fees that were
charged on your account. These fees were due to non-sufficient funds.

After reviewing your account, we saw that the fees were applied
correctly. However, as a courtesy we have refunded $70.00 to your
account. The funds will be credited to your account within one business
day.


We value you as a customer and appreciate your business. If we may be of
further assistance, please contact us again by e-mail. Thank you for
choosing Bank of America.

Sincerely,

Deborah Stesky
Bank of America



What? GAVE me $70? Why this amount? And furthermore- this took care of all of my purchases, leaving me roughly $30 in the bank. NO OVERDRAFTS plus MONEY? This doesn't sound like a bank.

ALSO- I had a reserve of about 30 cash which I promised myself I wouldn't ever touch because it is saved for something in particular. This week, I was actually going to use it- and now, I don't have to. God saw my need, and even through my poor and selfish decisions, knew where my heart was. He took care of me even on something this small. This kind of stuff happens all the time in my life (I have some trippy stories I could share)- and because of my proof- I will never NOT believe.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Saturday Night

What do you get when you have a sick, tired, 20yr old girl on a Saturday night? Probably a sick, tired, 20yr old girl who is working really hard, and going out with friends after.



What do you get when you have a sick, tired, 24yr old girl- alone on a Saturday night? A sick, tired, 24yr old girl who is cleaning, cooking, organizing, emailing, letter writing, cat-petting, and probably very lonely and nostalgic.

That is me. I am home- alone- Saturday night- drinking tea and eating white rice with my own teriyaki glazed filet mignon that I made myself. This, of course, was after an afternoon of floor sweeping, vacuuming, dusting, picture organizing, mom- missing, AND life planning. I have even found a few gems going through some of these pictures-



My 22nd Birthday at Pechanga (with some of my best friends in the whole wide world)




My 2006 trip to Hawaii with my mom and sis- my sis has lost so much weight since then! It was a great trip- I am so BLESSED

because its freakin' good for you!

Just do it

free rice

Thursday, September 11, 2008

9/11

In honor of Sept 11, we did 108 sun salutations in yoga tonight. Check my blog here for more on it-


God Bless everyone whose lives were changed seven years ago. We were so close to it in CT, and I won't forget what that day was like for my town- even though its still hard to grasp.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

drishti




drishti- my balance depends on it


lunges and standing poses have become my favorite- I love doing yoga as my job- check my diet blog http://melting4life.blogspot.com

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Beautiful weekends

I start my three day weekend schedule this week. This means a LOT of things- classes, family time, yoga training, disaster relief training- finally- more trips up to see my Dad- and a really good schedule. I am blessed with an amazing job, and I start my teaching tomorrow. Eek! Here's some photo's of what I did this weekend-



Went to visit Dani and we had dinner with Dad and Mary in San Diego at the Marriott Mission Bay. The next morning, I took advantage of my Dad's hotel amenities after he left for the airport- I wandered around downtown, took pics, and made my way over to Extraordinary Desserts for lunch.

We finished our night off with massages and sangria/margaritas in PB. Church was great today- and, like I said- I start work tomorrow- ahh!

enjoy :)








Wednesday, September 3, 2008

letting things run their course

And, getting what I deserve-


I recently noticed that I don't let my tea pot boil and whistle before I shut it off. Sure, I get a scalding hot cup of water by just knowing when it is ready, but then I don't let the tea pot fulfill its purpose. What if it needs to whistle, and I am not letting it?

My new Fall year's resolutions will be including not selling myself or others short. I will let things run their course. Also, I am going to make a better effort at quality time with people I love. Even if this means calling them instead of texting, I will do it. I love new beginnings.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

My weekend

Bien's 26th bday game day :)
Ketchup, on Sunset, with the bff
Sprinkles in LA with my high school best friend
the Habit, with Essie
camping
Was packed- extraordinary- special- unique- fulfilling- fattening <3

Tuesday, August 26, 2008




I am on #12 for the day. 12 down, 88 more to go.

On the up side, only 15 cal each!

Did you know the old factory for these was in Riverside, right near my place? No wonder I am loving them right now-

Monday, August 25, 2008

p.s.!

Last night, Faisal helped me make a mango sorbet with some pineapple juice, coconut milk, lime juice, and organic cane sugar. Most of it was chopped over ripe mangoes that we found at Stater Bro's while I was getting other things.

I wish I had pictures for y'all but it keeps going too fast!

my night

work was long and hurt my back (I can't sit in a chair all day long at all- scoliosis, ADD, um..too much going on- ouch)

school- math test- ehhh...easier than I thought but I forgot 2 VERY SIMPLE formulas that automatically made my grade at least a B, and I bet I didn't ace it anyway-

yoga- REALLY GOOD

after yoga- AMAZING workout, relational time with a gal from my class struggling in her own diet, and a five minute sesh with my acupuncturist

BEFORE yoga- I made home made sorbet with pineapple, cherries, and coconut milk. I added blue agave syrup as a sweetener, and some lime juice...which brings me to now.

YUM


shower time and today is gonna happen all over again tomorrow, sans the math test

Sunday, August 24, 2008

updates!

Hey everyone! Here's three big updates for me-

1- I start my new job tomorrow and am in service all week long with meetings, orientations, first-aid, CPR, and room cleaning. Yup- a real teacher (kind of)!

2- I start a new small group this Wednesday with people in the outreach area of Sandals. I am not officially resigning from my small group, but checking this one out a few times. It kind of just fell into my lap serendipitously as I was getting an article for an art function going. BUT, I am excited- God works in some cool ways!

3- I am meeting with a rep from PIBC (Pacific Islands Bible College) in LA this October to discuss some things regarding me working there next year. Yup- a year from now, I would be in the Pacific Islands (and prob. NOT Guam but close!) If this goes as we hope it does, I will start fund raising, letter writing, and preparing for a really cool trip. If it does not go how we are all hoping for, I am keeping the Peace Corps and Thailand on the table. Well, Thailand is always on the table- for the rest of my life. I was there last year at this time, and am missing it a lot right now. It will work its way into my trips.

ANYWAY- those are my three huge things. Please pray for me!!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

being Christian

Being a Christian has brought so many blessings into my life- especially after joining Sandals church. I have been feeling sick all week and almost opted out of small group tonight, until I went at the last minute.

I am so glad I did- I need God in big ways right now.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Life is

Last week, I bought new shoes and shorts at Lady Foot Locker. The minute I get home and jump on line, I have a $15 dollar off and $20 dollar off coupon from them in my inbox.
I have NEVER received coupons in my email from Lady Foot Locker- and I already spent my money


Today, I got a cookie from Subway (yup- cheating on the diet, whatever, it was amazing). I usually don't get cookies. I had this strange feeling that I should peel off the sticker from my drink to see if I won anything, but I didn't. I get home, and win 1 free cookie.
What the heck?




OH, some good updates on http://melting4life.blogspot.com - makes me re think that cookie!

Monday, August 18, 2008

done, done, and DONE

I got so much accomplished today while sitting down in an hour between lunch and class- I am really proud of myself, the laziness has NOT taken over!

My day-
Woke up to the cat kneading me, got dressed- went to jazzercise

Made a friend at jazzercise

Came home, went on a bike ride

Showered, did hair, went to Punjab Palace (Indian food)

Face and I stopped by to visit the aunt and grandma, came home w/ delicious green grapes from the garden

Made appointment for TB test, fingerprinting for my new job

Printed out my new schedule for my new job (which includes full days all next week for the beginning of the school year)

Finalized 4 great classes, 2 of the teachers I absolutely love, for next quarter


Scheduled insurance info pick up from my acupuncturist

Emailed people to set up volunteer time and office time

Figured out that Friday will be beach day (FINALLY! and, in Carlsbad!)

Went to math and UNDERSTOOD it (and didn't do as horrible on my test as I thought- but still failed it...)


And now, I am getting ready for yoga and updated pics for my diet blog.



If you know me, you know that laziness is one of my core sins- and by that I mean laziness as in "wait til the last minute" or "assess the importance of a task"- Yes, I work out religiously, but when it comes to other important things- I never get them done how I want to! I am tackling this and getting good results. Tomorrow is another busy day where I actually follow through with my appointments and plans, but for me, getting them on the books is the hard part. I guess this is what Mondays are like!

Saturday, August 16, 2008




I just got tickets to see the love of my life a month from now- COMMON- with N.E.R.D. SWEET!!

Thursday, August 14, 2008

camping



(photo credit: Faisal)

I spent the last two nights camping in Big Bear with Faisal, Jesse, and Jesse's dad Doug. I had such a good time (despite being sick) and can't wait to do it again- except this time with an air mattress. We are leaving to visit my sister Esther in Santa Barbara tomorrow morning. Pray for a safe trip!

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

squash




I got a summer squash from my Dad's house (that looks just like this and is about the size of a pint of Ben and Jerry's) two weeks ago when I went up to visit. It kept well, and today, after a night of camping, and an achy morning of jazzercise, climbing, and car washing, I cut this baby up and cooked it.

I sauteed it with olive oil, then steamed it with a quarter cup of bouillon and water, then sauteed it again until the liquid evaporated. Its mighty delicious!

Monday, August 11, 2008

Rice Drink!




This has changed my life, and definitely helped me cut back on dairy. I started buying Trader Joe's "Rice Drink" in the original flavor..for about 2 bucks a container, and only started using it once I ran out of regular organic milk. I already poured a bowl of Cheerios and figured, "hey, I have this...might as well use it"

The thing is- it tastes like milk, and my cat can't even tell the difference! She waits for me to finish my cereal, and I give her whats left. AND, there's no soy in it, its vegan, there's added B vitamins, and a whole list of perks. The biggest perk is that its NON DAIRY and I have been trying to kick my dairy habit(dairy is bad for us!)

I challenge you all to try it- its pretty awesome! (OH, and you can buy a bunch since it doesn't go bad until ten days after its opened-)

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Baptism Slide Show

http://www.balboaphotography.com/Slideshows/Baptism208/


My Baptism, Feb 08

Saturday, August 9, 2008

the moment of truth

Hey everyone- I have another blog, which I don't think I told too many of you about-

http://melting4life.blogspot.com

I am on my workout and calorie counting routine- again- but this time, with pictures, and a LOT of accountability (aka you). If you want to help keep track of me I would appreciate it! I should be fit just in time for the end of September...but I need some help. Thanks!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

new tread

My front tires and tennis shoes have been worn down for quite some time. Both, going with me on many trips where they are needed, have provided a lot of support and safety over this past year. Today, I went in for a simple tire rotation and met up with a friend at the mall for lunch during. Well, I really needed two front tires, so why not?

After lunch of a soup and salad Valerie and I headed to Lady Foot Locker, then all around the mall, and back to Lady Foot Locker in search of new sneakers (if you are very active you need to change your sneaks about once every six months- or else bad things happen to your feet, back, etc). We tried on all kinds of pairs and ended up with the same pair, on sale! I went back to pick up my car, and here I am in my new shoes getting ready to drive over to the gym.

Well...as life would have it, I get home, check my email, and find two coupons for Lady Foot Locker (they never send me anything!)- but I can't complain, and I will use them (seeing as my work and workout stuff is the same!).

On a related and side note, I have been very blessed lately. I am happy about my shoes and tires, like everything else, that I will run into the ground before replacing.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Tio's Tacos








A plaza de Mexico in Riverside....this place is my new obsession! My friend A and I went out for lunch today and I thought she would enjoy this...a lot (she used to live in Mexico). The food is awesome and authentic, and they even have flan, frozen bananas, and fruit waters. Tio's is a menagerie of junk and collected items. Parrots made out of old tires, people made of bottle caps, tons of old statues and fountains...its absolutely amazing!





This place is located past Market street on Mission, going in the direction of Mt. Rubideaux. Note- its cash only!

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Joshua Tree




= i need to go back. asap. camping. hiking. biking. climbing. omg.