The past few weeks have been amazing and depressing. As August is coming quickly, I have gone into self destruct mode. I think I did this last year before graduation. I may need a lot of attention so that I'm not left to my own devices.
I was involuntarily cast in a play that I perform next week.
I broke a tooth last night. Thankfully, I'm tight with my dentist and she got my in ASAP this morning even though the office was on break all last week. If you need a great dentist in Riverside (Palm/Central), CLICK HERE. She's super sweet, too. So is the staff.
Anyway- I looked like my mouth was paralyzed on one side most of the day. Even the chick at Quiznos in Palm Desert gave me a weird look. So what, what if I was really handicap? People can be so...ugh...insensitive?
Even my own attitude has been pretty bad. I'm having a hard time functioning. I need to write it out.
DAMN CHOCOLATE BUNNIES...DAMN YOU! AND YOUR CADBURY EGGS!
And then...there's guilt.
I'm probably such a pleasure to be around right now :) BUT I needed to vent. What I probably need is a good cry. OH, and I need to write...I said that...but you know, it's kinda like my job I don't get paid for. I need to continue to write.
And kick the chocolate...
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